One Day

I miss you like the barren land misses rain.Without you i have no desire to exist,without you my life is meaning less.Is it too much to ask for?All i want is your company,your hand to hold me when i am falling in the well of gloominess.You are the rain,the gardener who plant seeds;growing into beautiful trees ,giving shade to me in the burning sun.You change this barren land into a fertile land where trees shed fruits & flowers bloom.Is it too much to ask for?I wish for nothing, just you to be mine for eternity.We met by fate,love was not in my books but you wrote a new chapter in my life with your pretty hands.You became my pen when i could not write anymore.I met joy when i met you.You made me believe in fairy tales.
I have faith in us ,i have hope we will be together one day.Things are not good now,we have to face hurdles but everything will be fine one day as our love is stronger than the mighty mountains standing.

His water

People come,people leave and life goes on.His family & friends filled his life with colors but something was still missing,until she entered his life.She came like the monsoon rain on the hottest day of July.The heat of summer;the fire inside of himself was causing an explosion.He was terrified that this explosion would destroy him leaving no sign of his existence.She extinguished his fire with her soothing touch!

Love is powerful than death

Love is powerful than death.How can you say that?My dear death ends the life but love adds immorality to our existence.Will our love last after our death?Yes sweetheart it will last forever as we have loved each other with our souls.Death will collapse our bodies but our souls will stay with each other for eternity.Death cant separate us so never cry again ,no one can end our love!

Shooting star

He came across many girls in his life.She had a magic of her own,shining like the brightest star on the sky.Every guy wished that she would fall in his hands but she was waiting for the right person who will adore her,protect her and make her the queen of his heart.Whenever shooting stars fell admirers of her gathered under the sky but she was waiting for him.That night he walked with his broken heart to the lake to drown himself to death,when the shooting star fell on his hand.It was a miracle for him,he took her to his home and slept peacefully with her after a long period of agony.

Choices We make

In every phase of your life you choose between good and bad,between love & hate,between peace and war,between people and list goes on of choices.We blame ourselves for our choices if something doesnt work the way we planned.If they work then we applaud ourselves & crown ourselves.We all are humans and making mistakes is a part of our nature.Life is such a teacher which teaches you after the storm has ended.It doesnt come with instructions although there are people to guide us but still we want to learn on our own.We want to drown in the sea and find the shore on our own.We live with the choices we make but whether they are good or bad one should not regret as a good choice boosts your confidence & a bad one teaches a lesson to remember.

Similar Attracts

All the time he believed opposite attracted.In the beginning it was fun as everything seemed like a fairytale.But slowly the music stopped in the ballroom and they stood still. A north pole never meets the south pole.They both stood firm on their positions trying to walk towards each other but couldn't change their natures,parting ways in the end.His heart shattered into pieces as she left her and the pain was unexplainable while she walked away as nothing ever happened.It was so hard to get a hold of himself that death seemed the only option for him.So when he had given up all of his hope and was ready to face death, a miracle happened.She entered his life like the beams of sunlight.Open minded like him, accepting, loving him the way he was without asking him to change a bit even.He realized then that similar attracted as the way she understood him nobody ever did.

Strangers

Will she ever let him come close to him or will they remain strangers for ever.He inquired himself this everyday.He just needed one sign  from her and he was ready to do anything for her.Summers ended into winters but not a single sign from her side.He didn't want to burden his heart with this unrequited love so he poured his feelings on a page and mailed her.Flowers bloomed but his heart dried as no reply came from her side.When he had totally given up on her from nowhere her letter came revitalizing his soul but when he opened her letter it said these words "I am sorry as i love someone else." The sky fell on his head dividing it into two separate parts.

My Oxygen

I loved her & there was nothing which could describe the depths of my feelings for her.Words described it in their boundaries while my love was limitless.The more i thought about her the more i adored her.A single day seemed like a year without her.She was my oxygen & without her my pulse died.Does love make you so much dependable on the other person that the brightest day seems dull without that person.One human out of the billions humans on this earth becomes your whole universe and you cant stop thinking about that person.Is love really a magic spell or our mind plays games with us.Whatever love was but he didn't want to see the next day without her.

Darkest Tunnel

Memories that erased his sorrows were about her.The days in which they basked under the sun and laid together on the grass in the moonlight.The picnic on the seaside,eating home cooked, non-stop chatter &car rides.The adventures and how they became known as a crazy couple.The love they made,the passionate kisses, the warm hugs and how they calmed each other souls and bodies.They made him smile in the darkest tunnel he ever traveled.

Buried Secrets

When she was no more by his side she resided in his memories.He missed her smile which was full of life & her bluntness.He thought thousand times before speaking and her heart lied under her tongue.He wanted to shout out loud how much he missed her, so she could hear him and run back to into his arms but the moment had passed, the moment of reconciliation.She slipped from his hands like the pearls of a necklace and now he was left with the pearls of her memories.He gathered the pearls and threw them in the sea to forget her but her memories never spared him .He loved her insanely and that love planted roots in his soul.Our hearts have buried secrets & lost treasures in them.Memories which we want to let go get graved in our hearts & alive and dead people make rooms in our hearts.Some rooms remain occupied and others stay vacant.Leaving a person is easier than forgetting that person.The earthling you loved from the depths of your soul will never leave your heart and will remain a black scar.Memories cannot be erased & there is no eraser yet made which can erase them.When a person walks out of your life or you let them walk its not really over the memories will make that person stay with you.

Between Heaven & Hell !

Between heaven and hell he found her ,ah what a combination.She had injected his blood with ecstasy and he was flying like a kite till his string broke and he came on the ground.She had given him wings and then crippled him.She handed him a rose and he was allured by its beauty that he overlooked the thorns.Can love make u fly and fall.Can it heal and scar you.Is love just about beautiful smiles or does it bring with it oceans of tears and agony.

Broken Bridge

The bridge which took him to the other side of the river whenever he wanted to broke down when he was taking his last step drowning him in the depths of disappointments.His expectations turned into dust and blew away with the wind leaving him with a bruised heart.He had trusted her blindly and when he opened his eyes she had left him.Some misunderstandings and she didn't wait for them to get resolved,giving up so easily when he was ready to walk the universe for her.He was burning with blood in his eyes, still praying for her to come back, blaming himself for the breakup.

BackStabber

She had a wide smile on her face as her wish was coming true but there was a hidden knife behind her back and when she was about to walk on the floor of happiness the knife stabbed her and made her bleed to death.

Two Sides Of A Coin

Head & tail are like two sides of a story.The head told her perspective and the tail his.Their love binded them in a single coin.They learned to accept each other with all the perfections and flaws instead of punishing each other for the mistakes Like a cold drink in the hot summers he chilled her and like a tree he gave her shelter in the blazing heat.They forgave each other for the past and handed each other brushes to paint a new picture.They molded themselves with circumstances, bestowing peace to their raging soul, shattering castles of gloominess & loneliness.

Touch Of Breeze

Season of blooming flowers came & the spring breeze touched her, refreshing every inch of her & replacing the dry petals with new buds.The empty spaces of her soul were getting refilled by hope & the curse of loneliness blew away with his touch.His magic lit all the lights of her dark room.His presence made her smile, containing shades of every flower that had ever grown.He had put life to her dead soul, adding purpose to every breath she took, rescuing her from the well of agony, roping his love to her and she held it tightly and came out on the beach of his love.

New Born Baby

Every word that is written on page by me is formed from a new thought,a new born baby with a new identity,new features, opens its eyes in this world.I let it hold my hand and his tiny fingers sends warm vibes.Sometimes i can't take of my eyes from that baby and sometimes i don't want to see its face even.I hold the baby in my arms and smooch his soft pink cheeks as a precious gift of nature & on some occasions it keeps lying in its cradle.He grows tall,speaks and learns about the universe,taking on its journey with me.

Slipping Sand

Her closed fists were holding sand & it kept slipping from them.She had tattooed her in his heart but it was fading with the wind of change.Her insecurities had caged him but he flew away breaking the steel bars.She wanted to glow with his love, unaware of her own glow that self love would make her shine like a diamond.A coal and  a diamond, what a mismatch it is & in search of love she had lost her way in the coal mine wishing a coal would cherish her but a diamond could only adore her,value her and make her fall in love with herself.She had to get back to the diamond shop where she would get her diamond, only if she could let go the coal.You can't force somebody to have feelings for you if they are not sincere then they are worthless.Acceptance of oneself will make others fall in love with you, if you don't know how to love yourself, how can you expect that from others.

Piling Up Anxeity

He was prone to depression,little things made him upset, throwing his sensitive soul in the pit of darkness.Anxiety piled in him like books pile up on each other and when they lose balance they fall, making him fall apart when it knocked down the walls of his brain, creating a tsunami inside him.At that time he wanted to become numb so he could feel nothing.Happiness was a strange feeling for him as it had never risen in him.It just waved at him from a distance and disappeared.He chased it and in that chase his legs ached but he never caught it.He got butchered him into pieces and out of no where those pieces sewed back, calming the sea storm inside his soul.Sadness couldn't devastate him anymore as he had accepted its presence and refrained from arguing with it, shaping him into a patient and brave boy.

Beholden

Thanking him for not letting him down
He bowed his head in front of God
Letting his fears go
Granting him strength
Holding his hand when he was alone
Saving him from dangers
Blessing him with loving people
Making him patient
Teaching him the true meaning of life
God brought a smile on his face
After the darkest night
His hopelessness turned to hope
With a new spirit to live.

What Mattered The Most

He wanted to be rich,thinking that when money flows in his life it will add colors to the black and white life he was living but excess amount of money made him greedy making him run after money like a hungry dog runs after a bone .Restlessness grabbed his soul spouting out the little peace he had.Life changed drastically when love arrived taking baby steps towards him in form of an innocent girl.This innocent soul put an end to his greed,making him careless of his own self ,cheering him up, making him realize that money was meaningless in front of love.He needed love to make him glad not money so now she mattered the most for him,the girl for whom he was ready to dig mines,cross mountains and dive in the deepest oceans.She had touched his heart gently like he was a diamond of hers,a gold ring which needed protection, never letting him slip from her finger.The magic of her love cheered the saddest parts of him and he experienced pure joy with her.

Peroration

A consoling tune was catching her ears
Pulling her towards it
She stepped into paradise
Pearls of snow absorbed her soul
Granting peace and pouring out cold
Inviting spring to vital force
Blooming red roses
Smooching lips and real hands
Warmed her up
Humming the consoling tune
Making her sway with joy
taking her back to past
Tune faded away now
Dead cold shivered her soul
Causing death of charming roses
Converting snowballs to Fireballs
She was now a snow statue
The Tune needed to follow this girl
So the warm hands could soothe her
Moving the wheels of destiny
putting an end to the unfinished story.

A Hidden Monster

What was poisoning his existence
A victim of self-hate
He was suffering endlessly
Doubts about his abilities were rotting his accomplishments
The negative remarks of people were littering his soul
He himself was unaware of his beauty
The mountains were waiting for his arrival
And he was stuck in the path of rocks
The sea craved to soothe his soul
 But the burning forest had trapped him
Existence of beauty lied in him but he searched outside
A world of happiness was awaiting for him
But he was immersed in the sadness of the universe
Peace lived in his soul but he adrift to slumber
The fire sirens of his soul awoke him
His soul was turning into ashes
While pouring water on his soul he realized his own charm
Diamond was his heart and gold was his soul
His eyes were surprised to see such splendor
He kissed every part of himself and took bath in the potion of self love.

You Are Like A Moon In The Dark Night

She had strolled for years in darkness,brightness touched her feet and vanishes,It never penetrated in her soul& became her comrade collecting all the sadness from her soul , brick by brick created a bungalow there,all she wanted was to get rid of that residence & the walls to break down and release her soul ,but the darkness possessed her in such a way that the brightness  can never take that girl away.Darkness had fell in love with her beautiful and innocent soul, longing for her from long and it really got her.Darkness had first knocked her door while brightness was still pondering on how to confess its feelings.Darkness was consuming her soul with its love, destroying her with its over protectiveness, numbing her free will, trapping that girl in his web while she wished and prayed for the moon to liberate her.She desired to dance in the moonlight & the time came when the moon couldn't bear anymore the suffering of this girl.The moon delicately held her soul, kissing every scar of her soul to heal her,making darkness lose its hold.The moon shattered the bungalow of darkness with the power of its love ,setting her free,letting her fly wherever she wanted to and she returns to the moon every night with her choice.

Words Without Feelings

Words are poured from the lips of a soul.They add meaning to our feelings.Every emotion can be expressed in words.When we love someone they ask us to express our feelings so words play a significant role.Words wrap our feelings beautifully.They wrap our feelings like a gift paper wraps a gift.Can words be uttered without feelings.Words when spoke without feelings become lies.You don't adore someone but just to have them by your side you shower the words of love.When words are without feelings actions help us to identify the lies.In the long run words cant survive alone .Feelings are important to add color to words.Without feelings words turn into a dead tree.Words can play hide and seek but sooner or later feelings will catch them.Words will be punished if they are fake.They will become the prisoner of feelings.They will be released when they speak about feelings.Words without feelings are like empty boxes wrapped in gift paper.

If Tomorrow Never Comes

What if tomorrow never comes
Friday party was awaiting for him
The club was roaring with loud music
He danced till every muscle of his body ached
Wine made him dizzy and he lost his senses
There was a new girl to sleep with
What a life he was living
Not once had he thanked Allah in twenty years
He was from a rich family
There were thousands dishes on his table
His accessories were branded
He had the best of things
Not once had he bowed his head in front of Allah
Allah gave him a lot of chances
The creator wondered when he will turn to him
He was watching him from above and wishing
That the young boy remembers him before life hits him hard

Life is so unperdictable  

At night when you close your eyes to get lost in the forest of sleep
There is no assurity that you will see the next sun again
He had forgotten the unsteadiness of life in fun.

My Lips Are Sealed

I wish you were not so faraway from me
I want to converse my emotions with you
I crave to tell you what you mean to me
I desire to share my problems with you
I wish to tell you about about my daily happenings
I hope i could inform you how people treat me
I fancy to tell you about my friends circle
I long to tell you about my teachers behavior
I wish to tell you how i feel left out without you
I hope i could tell you in words how much i love you papa.

Soul Rebirth

Shadows of darkness,shadows of pain,shadows of death ruled my soul.As the sun rose the scenario changed.The shadows of darkness turned into shadows of light,the shadows of pain turned into healing light,the shadows of death stopped and there was a rebirth of new life with new hopes and dreams.All the rays of sun had enlightened my existence.It was like the sun had risen just for me and i felt it was my day today.A day which lighted all the dark patches of my life with light of happiness and hope.Nature had healed my agony.It has its own way of testing the souls limits and when soul grows wings then the wind direction is set according to the direction where the soul wants to go.

Walk In My Shoes

You say i am creating a mount of a molehill
Try walking in my shoes
You meet a rude person and get offended
Try walking in his shoes
He maybe having a hard time of his life
Everything must be annoying him right now
Her eyes had swollen from crying
You thought she was feeble that she cried
Try walking in her shoes
He had attempted suicide
He must be a looser in your eyes
He may have reached the verge of hopelessness
Try walking in his shoes
He always met others with a smile
You wondered how can he smile a lot
He must be hiding his gloominess
Try walking in his shoes
You laugh at his troubles
His parents separated when he was a kid
He is still trying to act strong
Try walking in his shoes
Its so easy to judge others
Empathy doesn't cost a dollar
If we could be sympathetic to others
This world could become a much better place to live
Try walking in my shoes
Then you will come to know why i act this way.

Fizzle Out

He was disappearing from her life day by the day.The good times they had together were vanishing in the thick fog.Time shows you the real face of people.With time we are able to penetrate into the souls of others.When you spend time together you get to know that person.You will get to know that person more from his actions than his words.Words can deceive you but actions can't.Relationships are exciting in the beginning and they become boring with time.He said "I am bored of you.You were so fun in the beginning."She felt the same but didn't had the courage to say those words.Where all the fun had fizzled out.They both had forgotten to do little things for each other.He had forgotten to make her smile everyday.He had become so busy with his job.She had become busy with her teaching.They both had been married for two years.Two years of their life were spectacular.Problems started surfacing in the third year.People started inquiring them about children.A child was missing from their lives.But they both had chosen to have a baby after they had enjoyed their first two years of marriage.They had to stop taking each other for granted.Their love for each other had resulted in this marriage.They had to start loving each other  passionately again before love walked out from their marriage.

Its Not Goodbye

They hugged each other and parted
It was not a goodbye
But a new beginning
They had to love each other from a distance
Memories burnt her and eat his soul
They turned into hollow beings
Yearning for each other
Living in each other's shadow
meeting in dreams every night
They remained in each others mind and soul
The world thought their love faded
But fate was playing its cruel game
Making them wait to get together again for eternity.

Thousand years

A moment of love is better than a thousand years of hatred
His love blossomed her like a red rose
Making her the most ravishing rose of the garden
Butterflies hovered on her and bees circled her
Her soul was captured by the gardener
Who watered her regularly
One day the gardener became sick
He had vomits of blood
Nothing relieved his pain and he succumbed to death
The rose dried with pain
The  new gardener watered him daily
He did everything to let it bloom again
But it didn't bloom again
The rose had adored the gardener
He couldn't bear his lover loss
And it died of a heartbroken syndrome.

Flames Will Consume Thy Heart !

He lit a flame of love in her heart
& in no time it became fire
A fire which could burn forests
 Drop of love fell on her heart
Melting  her stone heart
Flooding it with water of love
Knocking down the closed doors of her heart
Seeping love into her blood
Their love became so strong that
It had the power to burn anything
Which came between them
Leaving them just for one another.

A Scar Untouched

I felt nothing could take away my pain.My loved ones,busy life,medicines nothing helped me.My loved ones tried their best to love me but something was missing & became the victim of self hate.I was so concerned about the image of me in others mind.They could make me and break me.Their one encouraging word made me soar high and one rude remark made me fall on the ground.I had let myself get affected  by people's attitudes.I wanted others to make me feel valued.I forgot that first i had to love myself than others could love me.I had to think positive.Life is not a bed of roses for anyone.Everyone has their own tragedy to deal with.Some have money some have love so nobody has a perfect life.I was a perfectionist and since my childhood i had lived in my imaginary world.I wanted people to act the way i wanted them too and the world to run with my choice.But as i grew up i realized about the existence of reality.In reality nobody can love you everyday.Your loved ones will hurt you and you will hurt them but still you would love each other.People will criticize you even if you become an angel .Just remember the encouraging words and forget the rude remarks.Sometimes you will be left alone and in the end Allah will be your best friend only.The more you become independent the more it will be good for you.It doesn't matter how nice you are to others they will treat you in their own way.You have to carry on a fake smile and you can't let your tears run freely.Life will bestow you with agony and leave scars on your souls.It is up to you that you keep complaining about your pain or do something to forget the pain.

To Be Free

She curiously watched birds flying so carelessly with her miniature eyes.Being a human made her miserable as she compared her life with them, ignoring their problems.The power of flying didn't make their lives any easier.Flying gave her the idea of freedom which could break all the chains which held her back.A fully independent life is not possible on the face of this earth.Life exists in a prison and prison free state.During the days in the prison she learned to be patient and when the bars broke she enjoyed to no ends.

Reality Strikes Like The Lighting

As a child we don't meet tension.It just lies in a moment  and after we get our favorite shoes or toys we cheer up.We dream big and everything seems possible.The world is our oyster.As we grow up our imagination is struck by lighting so willingly or unwillingly we have to shake hands with it.It ties our feet and holds us back.We smile less and cry more.We become fearful of every decision we make.Our lives become complicated whereas childhood life was really simple.We have to act responsible and our thoughts are burdened by the opinion of others.Our image becomes more important than our character.Our souls are darkened with sins and we lose our faith.We need more love than we did as a child.We hide in our shells .The adversities of  life cannot be escaped by anyone of us.We dream of a life of our choice but reality changes the whole scenario and we end up giving on our wishes.

Loving You Was Like War

They had fallen in love unexpectedly with no idea that they stepped into the war zone.There were tears,mental hurt,physical hurt,smiles,fears,jealousy ,insecurity and a baggage of emotions.They became best buddies and that friendship grew into love.A girl and guy can never be friends in real terms.One person always has feelings for the other.Love was like war they didn't win or lose but they were in the middle of nowhere.They adored each other but their love had turned into detestation, loving each other one day and the next day they didn't want to see each others face. Their sharp tongues sliced their hearts every time they had an argument.They didn't find comfort in each others company and even if they did it didn't last for long.Our feelings are affected by the environment we are breathing in.Great love died due to the external pressures.They both were so scared of losing each other especially that girl & she wanted to hate him but her love grew intense.She didn't have him completely in his life neither she was without him.She was with and without him."My beloved loving you was like a war and today when i am no more with you i can never win that war.I lay down my arms and miss you.As i walk down the memory lane you were the one who added colors to my life.I don't know how to find my way back to you.My tired eyes will keep waiting to see your innocent face once again .Hope my message reaches you."She wrote these words in her dairy and closed it.He woke up by a nightmare where he saw her dead body.He had to find her again .Their hearts were wired in endless love and nothing could take away the love they had for each other.

Passion

He painted her body in his mind
And brought colors to her black and white sketch
Filling it with the color of passion
He kissed every part of her
So deep that it touched her soul
He  made love with her many times
Sucking all the pain out of her

He kissed  her scars
Blooming the dead flowers inside her
Letting the four seasons in her
Making her wet in rain
He made imaginary love so many times
That it all seemed so real
He didn't want this dream to end
One more kiss and
She will be swayed by his passion.

My Goldfish

He couldn't explain his pain to anyone & was drowning in the ocean.How could she die so early leaving him alone.The largest shark ate his goldfish .He got attacked while protecting her but he couldn't save her.Tears had frozen with his heart & ice was flowing instead of blood .Nothing could warm his soul & everything around him also froze.He was a living dead man barely surviving .Life was meaningless without her goldfish & he wanted to get eaten by the same shark who snatched his goldfish from him.He faced that bloody eyed shark once again and the shark didn't spare him.He opened his dead eyes in the stomach of the shark and met his goldfish there hence their souls met once again making them alive all over again.

Beyond The Clouds

The sun is hidden by the dark clouds
I have been looking for the sun since morning
But it remains hidden
I give up on seeing  the shining sun
Its been days and all i see is black and white clouds
The sun must have lost its way
Maybe it lost its brightness
I still hope to see the sun
I know it will shine again
I have faith it will light up the earth again
I wait for days for the sun
Then there comes a day
The sun is staring back at me with a big smile
I shout out loud that i missed it
It answers back that it was testing my patience
It says that it vanished to make me realize what it meant for me
It came back because i had faith in it
It shined again to make me glow again .

It takes two to tango

 The Relationships we form in our lives comprise of different people .Family is a bond we are gifted with at  the time of our birth.As we grow out from an infant and enter into our youth life changes.We make friends  and fall in love.These are the relationships in which have the choice to choose ourselves.When we fall in love

we step into a new world.We place our heart in the feet of our beloved.Its up to our beloved to step on it or to hold it gently .We are no more the sole owner of our heart.We have a partner who shares the ownership with us.We become the best or worst depends on the love we receive.It depends on your beloved that he heals your pain or adds more to it.We all have different experiences in love.Some are lucky to be loved back and some have to deal with a heart break.Is it possible for both the lovers to love each other equally.I guess the chance is fifty fifty.In a relation where one is an expert in tango and the other who just know the basics problem arises.You both have to be an expert in tango.If you aren't than the expert should teach the other one .He should have the patience and the love to teach the other one.

Beneath The Mask

We are in a constant battle of dealing with the fake and real version of ourselves.There are very few people who accept the real us.We have to act fake around humans,not being vulnerable in front of others.Only some deserve to see the real us as they will not tear us apart, will not draw scars on our souls.They will wash away the pain like the sponge cleans the dirty plates.Beneath the mask lies the black sinner side, dark patches, rough patches and scary patches.You can't wear your heart on your sleeves.This world doesn't grant you the permission to act weak so you can act feeble, but in the closed walls.In between birth and death we have to wear the mask to protect ourselves from the vultures called humans.

Statues

They don't utter a word but there body speaks whereas humans have to speak to convey their feelings.We are divided between words and actions.Words are shallow without actions but still they spell bound us making the world beautiful around us.

Whispers of the Beloved

He thought that if he got an opportunity to talk to her he would make her fall for him .She came to the park with a kid regularly.She was so ravishing  that calling her an ordinary girl was devaluing her .The kid must be her son and all the dreams of loving her died into ashes.He convinced his heart not to think about her anymore , not to sigh in her silent love, burying that silent love he never went to the park again.Destiny plays a major role in our lives whether we believe in it or not.He was attending his friend's wedding where he saw her sitting next to the bride. First he couldn't believe his eyes and slapped himself hard that he must be dreaming but she was still there.He wanted to dance with joy and jump with ecstasy on the jumping castle forgetting about the kid,walking straight to the stage and asking his friend about the angel.She was a friend of the bride.He wanted to ask about the kid too but the family gathered for a family shoot and he left the stage.This time he couldn't let that angle slip from his hands.He spent sleepless nights missing her which made him insane and now only her touch, smile and words could relieve his restlessness.He gathered up the courage to talk to that kid and inquire about the girl.The young boy told him that she was her sister.He wanted to bow his head in front of Almighty from gratitude.She heard his whispering and came where they were standing.She scolded her brother for talking to a stranger .He wanted to shout out loud that they were not strangers as they were bonded in  this silent love but she just met him today.He said" Listen we are not strangers we have met before.I think you have a weak memory eat almonds daily."She couldn't utter a word in anger.He left his mark and walked away having faith he will see her again but next time they will be holding hands and caressing each other.

Untamed Thoughts

A thought is planted like a seed in your mind
It depends on you how you nurture it
The plant will bear fruits or flowers
It depends on the kind of plant you grow
The plant will wither in  winters
It will dry in the hot sun
It can bloom into a beautiful rose
It can burgeon fruits
It can thrive vegetables
The way you nourish your seed
The seed will germinate accordingly
The weeds that grow near your plant
They are unnecessary thoughts
Water your seed
Let it sprout in sunshine
Clear the weeds with weed cutter
Protect it from uncertain conditions
Let that seed sprout into a ravishing tree.

Ardor

She was indifferent to him
 An anonymous guy for her

Strangers become comrades and other advance to lovers
Strangers can remain strangers forever too
They walk parallel to each other for centuries
The stranger developed feelings for this girl
She was like fire and he wanted to become the water
He wanted to turn down the fire which was burning her
Next time he crossed her path he made her wet
They both showered under the Unheralded Feelings .

A Heart That Doesn't Accept Love Is Cursed

Hearts are broken by deception.They were a happy couple.They accepted each other's hearts.Love wasn't expressed by their words.Their lips were sealed but the way they both cheered up in each others presence showcased their true feelings.They shined like two bright stars on the darkest night.As they stepped onto the path of love one grew into a rose the other turned into a thorn.The thorn protected the rose.With time love also transforms.It faded with the passing moments.The thorn devastated the rose.It bewitched the rose and seized it small heart.From day one the thorn didn't wholeheartedly accept the love of the rose.It was allured by the beauty of the rose and came closer to it.The epilogue was that the rose was scotched by the thorn.

Marriage is a Beautiful Relation

Marriage is a beautiful relation made by Allah .He asked to bring a male and female together so they both create a family.Media,books and other channels have distorted the concept of marriage.Love is shown before marriage and nowadays it has made young,old everyone crave and run after love.Love doesn't knock at your door and asks for your permission to enter .It walks into your mind and starts flowing in your blood.There are many couples who are unable to marry their lovers because of different reasons.Marriage is such a easy thing but we have made it so complicated.We have set conditions on this beautiful relation.We have chained this relation which has led to late marriages.There is no real prince in reality.We have to build this relation with compromise.Marriages end up in divorce when a couple doesn't compromise.In our society a girl is expected to compromise.Marriage doesn't involve a girl only it involves the guy too. There are couples that are living happily with each other in thick and thin.Accept this relation's beauty and all the ugliness will fade away.You can like someone but don't waste other's person time if you have no intention of marrying him .Love marriage or arranged marriage both are beautiful and  its on destiny that it turns it into a rose or a thorn.

Wanderlust

This world is a huge place to travel for a lifetime.You may have traveled to many places but still some places are left unexplored by you.With travelling comes restlessness .You want to travel the whole world and not leave a place behind.You may view places in rush and not sit back and grow into that place.Visit your favorite place & absorb it into your soul so detailed memories of that place are stored in your mind.Wanderlust had set him on fire.He traveled whenever he could .He took the job of a tourist guide and changed his job every year .One year he worked in Japan the other in Turkey and the list goes on.He had visited so many places and absorbed little of each one of them into his soul.These all places made a big cluster in his soul.Sometimes he liked Malaysia the other day he yearned for Paris .His soul was divided among different places and it didn't belong to one place.This portrayed his life too.He had so many girls in his life that he belonged to none.He thought he belonged to just himself but unintentionally his heart was getting divided and every girl got a portion of it.

Your Poison Is Addictive

Anyone can get addicted to your good side the sweet.People hardly accept your bad side.Minority will drink your poison with you.The majority will drink your antidote.When you fall in love you get attracted to the good side of that person.With time the mask peels of and  you get to see the bad side too.Its like an untied horse running where ever it wants to.We put chains to our bad side so no one can see it. Sometimes we break our chains by ourselves as we get tired of them and we run aimlessly till we realize that our chains our missing.We tie ourselves again to return back .Will you get addicted to my poison ?Will you drink my poison with me before you drink my antidote?She wanted to ask these questions before he walked away.

Valentine's Day

Valentines day celebrations have increased in Pakistan.Couples give each other roses and gifts.Couples express their love for each other and wear red clothes.Love cant be expressed in a day and specifying one day for this vast as the ocean love is not appropriate.Love is so magical and still it endows torment.With the shelter under its wing everything seems secure.You keep your rose colored glasses on and when you take them of the scenario is changed.You get to see all the other colors with the red color.You have to adapt to the color change or love can suffer.Color like black shouldn't be tolerated .It is the color of grief and if you keep seeing this color for a long period than the relation should be ended before you turn into the black color itself.Some have still not rode the train of relationship.They are single and have their own woes on this day.They sigh when they see couples expressing their loves to each other.The valentines evening became more romantic with the rainfall.The heavens were also pouring love on the earth.Couples rejoiced in this perky weather.They hugged each other to warm themselves and drank coffee to warm their bodies.Coffee shops started getting crowded and the rain poured its love on the lovers.It gave them another chance to rejoice their love .

Love me when i least deserve it !

Love me when i least deserve it ,repeating this every time she fought with her loved ones.The ones who loved her the most got bruised by her.An ongoing war she was battling with, affecting them but she was suffering the most.She lost her sweetness in the bitterness of the agony & thought nobody understood her while the whole world was conspiring against her.Negative thoughts sucked all her energy.Could she change or could her loved ones help her.They both needed to compromise but she desired to be loved  in any condition.She wanted them to shower petals on her when she was spitting prickles, expecting so much and giving so less.

Bubbles of hope

Hope is like a white bird sitting in the corner when we dwell in darkness.All the demons wake up in the darkness and terrify us.We feel that we will end up dead while getting attacked by a demon.As soon as the demon is heading towards you see that white bird and it escapes you from the darkness.One discouraging word of a friend may take you to darkness &sometimes the death of a loved one puts you in dimness.We all have dim moments in our lives which vary from soul to soul.In the end its not how much we have endured but how you managed to fly with the white bird and move forward in life.

Billion kisses

I will kiss you
I will kiss you when you feel gloomy
I will kiss you when you grin
I will kiss you under the rain
I will kiss you on a foggy day
I will kiss you when you perspire
I will kiss you when your agony turns into tears
I will kiss you when you step a head in life
I will kiss you when you feel lonesome
I will kiss you when i embrace your feeble body
I will kiss you when you feel all worked up
I will kiss away your fear
I will kiss you till you skip a beat
I will kiss you even if i get turned into ashes
I will kiss your soul and that will last forever.

Love will be Perfect

He searched for love .If someone talked to him politely it melted him like the snowman.If someone was insolent towards him he turned into charcoal.A piercing of a pin wounded his tender heart.He tried to become a rock so nary a soul could hurt him confining himself in a brick wall &whoever tried to love him turned away.He turned into a vulnerable man again laying his heart on the chopping board again.He didn't hand the knife to the butcher this time but to a treasurer.She kept his heart in a safe.Love was perfect with a treasurer .She threw away his knife and showered love petals on him.

Take my hand

Take my hand and dance with me .We may trip and but with practice we will dance smoothly outshining other couples in the ballroom.Give me a chance to hold you & i will hold every emotion of yours.When i  am holding your body its not your body i am holding but i am embracing your soul.When you don't feel like dancing come to me so we will go to your favorite place, eat your favorite meal and will have fun till you fall asleep in my arms.I will kiss your forehead and will keep watching you till you wake up, lighting up like the fire in this snow.Take my hand and let go all your misery.I won't disappoint you sweetheart just take my hand and feel the air of my  love.

"Present"

The past no more represents you
The future is yet to come
You think about the past and plan about future
You stray away from the present
Its sunny outside and the birds are chirping
You are crying for the lost love
You are thinking about your job
You regret about the mistakes you made
The day turns into night
You keep repeating this
Until you cherish the gift of Present
You let go everything and feel the air
You sunbathe and are grateful for a sunny day
You chirp with the birds & sing with the nightingale
You are grateful for the gift of present.

A Beautiful lie

He lied with himself daily.He sang songs of love to his heart.The songs reminded him that she loved him madly.She was faithful to him and he was the only guy of this world for her.He lied to himself daily about her feelings.She was impudent and broke his heart time by time.He ignored all the torment endorsed by her.He was irrational in her love.He saw her in very nook and cranny with open & closed eyes.He dreamt about loving every part of her .She was a shadow which never left him unaccompanied.He fell in love with the shadow .The shadow loved him back whereas she belonged to no one.She was a beautiful lie that he lived with daily.He was such a honest boy .He is unaware when reality blurred in the beautiful lie.The three words seemed so sweet from her lips that he always believed them.She sang him love lullabies and he slept with those beautiful lies every night.

Tasting her flavor

Her scent was like fresh green apples .Whenever he bit an apple it made him think of her.He wanted to taste every flavor of her.She was a thought which lingered in his mind .He had tasted her hot,cold,sour,spicy& bitter flavor.The next time he met her she smelled like cotton candy.Her scent changed every time he met her.It was that he smelled every scent in her.She had transformed into every favorite scent of his.He felt her with all five senses of his.He could see her,hear her,smell her,eat her & touch her when she was not by his side.She tasted of fresh coconuts ,of biryani  & of fresh orange juice.She tasted sweeter than sugar when she loved him.She tasted bitter than ground bitter when she hurt him.She had all the flavors in her that ever existed.She lived in his soul and he tasted all those flavors when he missed her to feel her presence all over again.

Raping her soul

She was a chirping bird & he wanted to cage her.But the sky fell on his head when his friend introduced her as his girlfriend.The bird flew from his hand before it could be caged.It was too late for him to confess his love, envy flamed his heart.She was her bird only but from all the boys why did his best friend chose her..For days he locked himself in his room.His mind was blank and his heart got stabbed every time he saw them both together.He had turned into a mad man.He did drugs,smoked did everything he could do to erase her from his mind.He lost to his indelible heart.He kidnapped her one day and locked her in his room.He stared at her for the entire day.He didn't touch her but his eyes raped her soul.

Invisible string

We were tied down by an invisible string
You were the first one to knock at my heart
I let you in and today you are a mere memory
I wish i could turn back time
and live those memories again
We spent few moments together
They are the magic moments of my life
There was a time when i needed you like oxygen
Time changed it all and we grew apart
We were tied down by an invisible string
The day our feelings vanished
The invisible string vanished too & love walked out of our hearts.

Rain

Rain always cheered her up.Even if she was falling apart rain glued her for the time being.It touched the layer of her soul and brought a smile on her face.The rain drops sang a song to her which only she could hear.In silence she would hear the rain and feel blissful.Rain made her feel like Allah was pouring all the heaven water on the earth.Rain gave her hope when everything seemed dark.She would drench her self in the rain and let it take away all the staleness and all the pain.Rain to her was like the rebirth of her soul.The heavy downpour conveyed her the message that flowers will blossom again in the garden of her life.Despair is temporary and happy days are nearby.Rain added to her joy.In merry days it increased her happiness and in gloomy days it gave her hope.Rain was like a sweetheart to her and she always smiled at its arrival .

Wandering in a Desert

Wandering in a desert can be resembled to one sided love.You keep wandering in the desert for flowers to bloom,for fruits to grow on trees,to find shade and to quench your thirst.You keep hoping you will see an oasis soon.The hot sun keeps burning you and you let yourself get burned .You wish that person would love you back the way you do just like the desert wishing for rain.You keep watering the plants hoping that they won't dry out like waiting for that person to acknowledge your love one day.You are warned not to wander alone in the desert but once you enter the desert the hope of seeing flowers in the barren land doesn't let you return.You imagine spring and rain while wandering in the desert.Your mind is deceiving you too along with your heart.Wandering in the desert with the hope of the spring is like wishing for somebody's love who will never love you back in return.You will be the one getting thirsty and sweaty.Spring will never come in the desert until a miracle takes place.

Forbidden love

He was her teacher.He was always polite to her and gave her extra attention.Her classmates used to tease her as the favorite student of sir.A teacher can't fall in love with a student.The teacher was hesitant .One day they couldn't deny what they felt for each other and love happened.They promised not to get tired of the hardships they will have to face.Everyone was against the Forbidden Love but they couldn't bury down their feelings.Love is like diving into the ocean without considering your swimming skills.Its the test of your swimming skills .Good swimmers become good lovers and vice-versa .Some poets have resembled love with the sea of fire.Some swimmers drown and their love is dissolved in the sea.With love comes risk.Love that doesn't hurt isn't love.There is no happy ending without struggle.Falling in love isn't a map you create in your mind.You see a guy in the bookstore and you feel attracted towards him.He pulls you like a magnet and you become the common pin.Love at first sight .If you don't feel attracted after seeing him for the first time how can you the second time.It varies from person to person.Love has no boundaries ,no rules,no discrimination.You can fall in love with anyone a married man ,a young girl,a teacher,your friend anyone.You don't decide which one you will fall in love with.Social prejudices and culture defines who you can love and who you can't.Love ignores everything as it puts a blindfold on your eyes and you are no more afraid of falling.

Positive thinking

You can do it.I don't think so.Positive and negative thoughts grinds your mind.You are in a good mood and suddenly a guy spills tea on you.You are going for an interview and don't have much time left.You go with the tea stain to give the interview.You feel that you will be rejected because of the tea stain and feel dejected.You are rejected because of lack of enthusiasm .You blame the tea spilling and return home.The next day you think that maybe its your fault .You couldn't deal with the uncertain event.If you had ignored the tea stain and focused on your skills you could have gotten the job.Start thinking positive and see how life changes.You may not get the results at the first positive thought .One positive thought can link to another thought and a chain will be formed .The repercussion will be happy events in your life .

My Life... My Desires!!!( by a friend of mine Ayesha Butt )

Ooh yeah I would love to hang out in my PJs in a fairly misty night, madly drunk and bumping into the wall streets. I would definitely be enough ecstatic and blissful if left all alone in a darkened alley with huge shopping malls and towers kissing the sky on both its sides. Oh yeah I would love to walk on the cold pavement bare foot and mingling all the way around. That surely would remind me of those sparkling childhood days running after my comrades that would just take away my secret diary.

Those golden memories would again enlighten my mind recapping all the moments I spent among my friends. Ooh yeah I would desire to go there skating with a throttling speed and shouting at my peak- the love of my life. I wish I would have a Minion T-shirt with a "Despicable Me" title in a huge font size. This all would surely drive me crazy because I always wished for something that would wash away this intense grief of loss, mourning of hope and this sorrow of deprivation from the very depth of my soul and my giggles be the ones shredding away all the despairingly hopelessness  that has mounted in me.

I am a girl with all these stupid desires........ Because Oh yeah I am different.

I think of you

When i wake up you are the first one i think of
When i do breakfast i think did you eat too
When i shower i think did the water touch your body too
When i head to work i think did you go to work too
When my boss is scolding me i think did u get scolded too
When i listen to a song i think of your feelings pouring out as words
When i see a happy couple walking i think of you walking with me
When i go to wedding i think of you sitting with me on the stage
When i watch a movie i think of you as the hero of the movie
When i am elated i think of your smile
When i am gloomy i think of your pain
When i am alone i think of you
When i am in a crowd i think of you
When i lie in bed at night i think of you making love with me
When i am talking to you i think of you in every word of yours
When i see your cute face i think of you in your eyes
I will think of you for eternity.

I planned and it failed

We all make plans in our lives.We set our goals and milestones.Does our planning work or we fail.Some plans do work and we applaud ourselves .If the opposite happens do we have any contingency plan.Sometimes we regard ourselves the only planner of our lives that we become our own GOD.Failure will never head our ways .Superiority complex becomes our breakfast.You reach a point where you see nobody but yourself only.You are on the peak of the mountain of your success.Your foot can slip too but how can I slip that seems an impossibility in your small mind .You slip without even realizing and when you end up in the bottom then you wake up.I can't fail then you start blaming everyone except yourself.You blame people,circumstances, everything that you see around yourself.Will the blaming save you from failure.The blaming will put you more into the pit of failure.Remember you aren't an angle and you will make mistakes in your lives .There are some things which we can control and some we can't .You can decide to walk in the rain or use an umbrella but you can't stop the rain.Enjoy the rain instead of complaining about it :) .

Expectations

We live our lives expecting less from everyone but expecting the most from ourselves .Life is going good till we start forming relations with others.Everything goes good in relations too till you begin to expect.I love him so he will love me more in return.I have always been a good friend of him he will back me up.Parents have so many expectations from their children.They see their dreams being fulfilled when their children do what they ask them do.Relations would be much better when we expect the least from others .Is it possible to love without expecting .I guess not when you develop feelings for someone unintentionally expectations start growing roots.The stronger bond we have with someone the more stronger the roots of expectations grow.If our expectations are not met than there is a possibility that we may wither like a flower.Disappointment sucks up your happiness like the vacuum sucks the dirt.Love without expectations can you do that.If you can't than stop falling in stupid love.You can't stop yourself from falling in love and you can't stop expecting.What to do than ......Expect and bloom like a flower than wither when someone doesn't come up to your expectation .Spring will give you a chance for blooming again so bloom again in the coming spring.

Steam my heart

You cut,pound on,put salt & pepper,fry & steam my heart ,making me perplexed like i am the one in love,not clearly showing your feelings & i keep wondering what is in your heart.So i will keep loving you more and more while loving me back is your choice and i leave that to you. Being a bad tempered person, scaring people who come close to you.I am not scared of you as you showed me the soft side of yours & i will keep thinking about that whereas the bad side has nothing to do with me.He liked her believe in him so he steamed her heart but didn't burn it .With time he started cooking her heart in the oil of his love.

Love is preserved in movies

We hear stories of heart-break,of cheating,of sorrows.Should we still keep believing in true love.True love will find you just be patient.You have someone made for you that person is out somewhere when the time comes you will meet that one.We watch movies and start believing in love all over again.In childhood we watched fairy tales and believed that one day they will come true.With so much mistrust can we still believe in people and unconditional love.Is love preserved in movies only and only actors can feel it for a moment or so.Will we find the right match for us in our lives or will we end up with a person we hardly like.Will we compromise our fairy tale and accept the person we get .So many unanswered questions keep knocking on the doors of our minds.Will we find answers to them? Yes you will when you will fall in love!

In between promises & broken dreams

We all make promises at some point of life.I will be your good friend but as soon as she changed her school she got new friends .She now hangouts less with her old friends.I will love you everyday more than today.He assured her and with time he kept breaking this promise.Its very easy to make promises and breaking them isn't a big deal.For the time being we make promises to make that person believe in us and as soon as that person begins to trust us & look up to us we find ways to break the promises that we made.Some people keep up to the promises they made.They stay with the person they promised to be with.They meetup at the time they promised.They don't like disappointing others.But at some time we all break promises to hurt the ones we love.
If you don't dream you aren't alive.We all love dreams and once in a while escape into the fantasy world to live the way we wish too.You dream,they dream & he dreams.His dreams come true but your dreams are broken.Your dreams were a total mismatch with the real life.His dreams came true because he planned it .No he was lucky while i wasn't you may think that.All dreams are not meant to come true some dreams have to get broken like the glass ...

Drowning

He was drowning in the ocean of gloominess.Her indifference was slow poisoning him.She was a combination of hot and cold.She shined today like the sun and the next day she blew like the cold air.She was fickle.If he asked her to be his boat to transport him from one shore to another .She would drown him in the ocean with herself.She was a good swimmer and always found her way out of the ocean.He was left alone to drown.This drowning scared him but his love was greater than this drowning he faced every time due to her coldness.He lost his breath every time he drowned but something kept him hanging and brought him back to the shore.Next time he drowned he noticed a blur image of a dolphin.This time he was sure that he will not open his eyes again.The universe bestowed its kindness on to him & the dolphin saved him.The dolphin became his savior and with that a new love blossomed.

Deepest desire

He wanted to get true love.She wanted a diamond ring.He wanted to get admission in Harvard.He wanted his son to become a doctor.We all have desires some are fulfilled and some remain unfulfilled.Figure out what's your deepest desire and start feeling your are moving towards your desire .Feel as if your dream is coming true & you are living it.Don't doubt yourself and your abilities.You are just going through the test so that your enthusiasm to have that desire can be checked.Stop thinking negative just focus on living that dream.Visualize the desire daily and you will feel that your desire is being  fulfilled.Write it,draw it or dream about it.Focus on it & keep enjoying what you have in life.There are so many things which we have in our lives .We take them for granted by thinking about the things we don't have in life.A new day in your life is a chance to bring change in your life and add something more good in it.We all deserve the best .We get less when we underestimate ourselves & the Supreme power.Your deepest desire is just a step away.Step on the first stair of the staircase and if you really see yourself standing on the top of the staircase you will.If you feel that you can't make it to the top you will fall .Play well with your ball of desire so when you get the chance you make a goal out of your desire.

What happens in the bedroom should stay in the bedroom.

Wedding adds a new feather in the cap of responsibility.You have to keep the private life safe from all the other lives you are living.As husband & wife you have to support each other but the main ingredient of successful marriage is to treasure each other's secrets .When you publish your problems on the front page of the newspaper than everyone will get a chance to talk about it.The issues you have with each other you should try to resolve yourselves.Remember two are better than one & if a third person comes between you guys than it will create more chaos.You don't like his behavior talk to him about it & give him some time instead of crying about it to your friends.The bond of husband & wife is as fragile as hair .It can easily be broken .If this bond is stronger than it will endure everything like a rock.The ball is in your court to turn this relation into a hair or a rock :) .Think thousands time before getting married but once you say yes to each other in front of loads of people than don't back off.One person can't make this relation works .A marriage works with the effort of girl & boy both .What happens in the bedroom should stay in the bedroom as the secret of his or hers aren't individual secrets but secrets of one person.

SoulMate

We search for a soul mate.This guy will be my soul mate no he doesn't make me happy i need to find another one .I can't get married till i find my soul mate.We make image of our soul mate in our minds & when someone fits that image we call that person our soul mate.There will be just happiness & happiness when i find my soul mate & after that i will have to face no hardship.He will comfort me at all times & soothe me with his love.Our relationship would be an  ideal relationship and couples will envy us.He  will always be kind & compassionate towards me .He will be there for me till eternity.He will never leave me alone like other people.He will accept me the way i am and will not try to change me.He will possess all the qualities of an angel & there will be nothing bad in him.It will be my dream person.Many people are disappointed when they meet the real soul mate and some keep searching & are not able to find the perfect person.Accept it girls & boys you will never find a perfect person .Your soul mate will be really different from your dream.Accept the soul mate of real life and stop being a perfectionist or you will never be happy honey :) .Your soul mate will be the one who just wishes to see you happy even if that happiness means tearing his heart apart.Your happiness will be the first priority now it's up to that you recognize that person & try to have him in his life or keep tossing and turning the ones who comes to you.

Without love there is no hate !

Couples breakup although they love each other madly.There was a time when they couldn't spend a day without talking to each other.Now he doesn't want to see her face even.They curse each other and want to see the other one suffer.Without love there is no hate.Love danced there before now hatred walks there.Many couples break due to misunderstanding,ego or their feelings changed for each other.The beginning of the relation is like a beautiful dream & with time you come to face the real person.With time their flaws come on the surface.At that time you decide the person is more important or the agony they make you go through.The pain drained her mentally & physically and she decided not to be with him anymore.The hatred was more painful than the love & everyday she felt like she will breathe her last breath.In the end she came back to him indeed they both came back to each other because they realized their love was more important than the hurt they accorded to each other.

Try to understand

She was such a fool.She kept thinking he didn't love her but it was her mind which was playing games with her.He wanted her to trust him without any doubt.She kept breaking mirrors and he was the one getting hurt.He couldn't see her in pain and when mirrors broke she bled .Her wounds got deeper &  he was helpless in teaching her self love.You are the most beautiful girl of this world he wanted her to believe this.He never said "Try to understand me " but his silent lips said it loud.Love is not just a garden of roses but a garden of thorns of too.They both looked so cute together .The time came when he had to pay the price for a misunderstanding.She saw him with another girl and created a whole scene on the street.He requested her he will explain it later but she left him without understanding she was the only girl for him not a girl who he was merely working with!

I wish there were traffic lights in life.....

You should stop & wait patiently for things.Let the bad things go so good things come to you.You are just near you destination don't turn back.Turn right no turn left.Reverse the car you got in the wrong direction.I wish there were traffic lights in life too .We need guidance to move in life when every option seems so right.We have to make our own choices & nobody can help us in that.Sometimes we listen to others and sometimes we shut our ears to the voices of other's .When we make good decisions people praise us and when we make bad decisions blame is welcoming you with open arms.We learn from our wrong choices but sometimes we keep making the same mistake again & again as it's fun or maybe it has become our habit.I wish there were traffic lights in life to guide us.Look around you there are traffic lights in form of people,advises,destiny & our choices.Sometimes traffic lights become invisible so we can find our way back

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You never know what can happen later

Life is a misery.Its so cruel will i laugh again.People are right I'm an ill fated woman.I end up causing troubles in other's life.Neither can i be happy nor i can make people happy.She started thinking like this.She started believing in what people said about her and lost herself in their opinions.Her confidence was shattered into pieces.You never know what can happen later.She went for an interview & got selected.Life was being kind to her.Her own magic was invisible to herself & her boss was captivated by the magic.Unintentionally he was moving closer to her.In the start of summers when everyone had left the office.She was usually the last one to leave the office.From nowhere her boss came to her desk and kissed her.She was surprised and to her amazement they made love on her desk.He was melting her like a candle with his passion like the matchstick.He had opened the locked door of her soul.The kiss was so passionate that they were left breathless."I will promise you no happy ever after"he whispered in her ear.His hug ensured her that she can lean on to him when life was like a ground bitter .

Will she lose it all

He is the right guy no he is the wrong guy.He is a lover no he is cheater.He will be my husband no its impossible.These kind of thoughts were creating a storm inside her mind.She will straighten herself  & won't lose it all.Love is so hard . Her relationship was good but it was over thinking which was eating her up.He loved her and she loved him it was so simple.Complications came when they thought about the future of their relationship.Marriage is important for women.They want to give birth to babies and set up a family whereas men they love their independence .She loved this man madly.She kept hurting herself but didn't give up on him.She puts herself together & breaks again in another moment .Its okie with her as long he keeps loving her.The ones who have not fallen in love don't know what a great feeling it is.An ordinary guy or girl becomes your whole word and you are ready to do anything to be with that person. Love was driving her crazier day by day but she won't lose it all again.She will keep holding on to him till it kills her.

The child Inside Us

You aren't serious about life you always act like a child "Grow up man ".He was fedup from hearing this.He loved the kid living inside of him.It made him enjoy life and become fearless.It made him overcome the pain.He won't let that innocent child breathe out.It made him forgive people who had hurt him .The serious man which he appeared to people was very cruel.Whenever he felt burdened by the serious man he let the child take charge to save his shoulders from breaking down.As we grow up we change.We sin,hurt people & with time we lose the innocence .The child inside us was carefree.It was happy in less & a candy could stop his tears .All the things your parents buy you as a teenager are taken for granted.You still complain to them that your house is small ,you don't have the latest phone ,you have nothing good to wear & the list goes on.You plot revenge when someone hurts you and want to see the suffering of that individual.The child inside of us is simple it doesn't know manipulation.It doesn't lie and makeup stories to cover up things.He made up his mind not to let that serious man takeover the little child inside of him.He played football with the kids on the street unwinding his tiredness while his wife was shouting at him "Grow up Ali you are a father of two sons its their age to play not yours."

Blood Relations

Blood relation are the strongest you will realize this with time.He wasn't close to his family.After finishing his Alevels he took admission in Cambridge University in architecture program.Since childhood he liked darwing maps & buildings fascinated him.He was elated to leave his family and live independently.The first year passed in a blink as studies were tough,friends and partying kept him occupied.He hardly got time to talk to his family. Next year he had an accident while skating with his friends.His left leg got fractured & he had to stay in hospital for a month.His friends were there for him but at that time he started missing his family. When as a child he bruised his knee he remembered how his family took care of him.His parents arrived as soon they could .It took them a week and in that stint he apprehended the significance of family.He decided at that point to make his bond stronger with his family.He forgot all about the accident when he saw his parents worried face.His brother couldn't come due to his exams .Few people outside of your family will be loyal to you.Family will always be there for you so don't let that bond dry out.His life changed after the accident .I hope you guys don't wait for an accident & start appreciating your family from today :) .

Prince Charming of Real life

Sitting on a white horse with a shining knight armor wake up Real Prince is opposite.He may be the one walking on the street with you or doing his laundry with you.You will meet him in your ordinary life.He will love you for who you are and will shout out at your mistakes.You will see his love in little things he does for you.He will fight with you when he doesn't agree with you & will make you cry.You will hate him for hurting you but you won't stop loving him.He will make you smile and happy.He will not be a mind reader instead you will have to tell him what is bothering you so he can make you feel at ease.There will be times that he would be so busy that he won't call you for days & you will think he is ignoring you.You will fight with him and hurt him too but he won't show you.He will degrade you and make you feel bad when you hurt him so you don't fight again.He won't be a chatterbox and will be inexpressive .He won't say cheesy things to you & will make fun of you.At times you won't figure out what is going inside his mind & why are men from mars. Your melancholy will say it you that man is the one who rings the bells of your heart & only he knows how to ring them.You will start thinking of future with this man and will build an imaginary life with him .When Reality dawns on you will see that you get to live with this prince charming for eternity or for sometime.In the end he will be the one who gave you a golden time of your life .If  fate works in your favor the Prince Charming Of Real Life will be sitting beside you on your wedding day :) so till than don't give up hope on him.He will be an ordinary guy but he will make you feel special in his own way.

Don't compare me with anyone!

You don't look like her look at her she is so pretty,so delicate that people are afraid to touch her ,so polite that she never gets angry.You should be like her why couldn't he appreciate her uniqueness.He wanted her to change her nature when she accepted him with all his flaws.We have a rat race of comparing .Comparing someone with somebody else is a direct attack on their individuality.Why don't we let people act in their own way .Why do we try to change them in our made version's .Why can't we accept that everyone is gifted in their own way.He can run fast while he is an expert cook.If we all were the same than how would the affairs of this world had been handled.Allah made us different so we can serve our own purpose and do what we are good at and add something new in each other's lives.If everyone was perfect than everyone would have survived on their own without needing anyone else. We all are diverse so we can complete each other while understanding each other's differences.Next time don't compare me with anyone else she said this and left the table.His brother was the topper of the school while he was good at basketball but his parents always compared him with his brother.Why don't you get straight As like him .Basketball is a waste of time & this game has no future in our country.Why couldn't his parents believe in him and encourage him.It's because of the culture and criticism.Let your children grow in their own way & don't hinder their growth.They may not grow up the way you want them too but they will definitely be able to do what they enjoy & be happy .

Lust for Life ...

You have the intense eagerness to live & to enjoy life .But why does this enthusiasm vanish during our lives.The thought of death prevails over us when nothing is working out in our life.We feel like giving up and hide ourselves from others so not a soul can see our desolation.The period where we are breaking apart is the one where we have to hold on to the lust of life.Everyday can't elate your soul and bring a smile on your face.Boring days will irk you but you have to kill that boredom by doing something you enjoy.Every soul's style of enjoying varies.Some meet a friend,some go for party while some spend time with nature.Will you let the misery drown you or will you hold on to lust of life.Don't let the lust of life vanish due to the difficulties of life.Don't let negativity get into you that you are unable to see the positive things in life.Hope and effort will find a way to keep the Lust of Life abiding.

Goodbye !

They both parted at the airport.He was going abroad for further studies.He didn't call anyone at the airport except her.He had met his family at home and friends the night before.He wanted to be alone with her in the moments of parting.He was gloomy and she was faking a smile.They didn't have much to say as words were lost in the glum scene.She looked like a flower whose leaves will dry at his departure.He seemed calm like the waves for a while only.There was a sea of melancholy moving inside of him.He asked her not to wait for him as he didn't know when he will return.She was always welcome to come to him.In three months he got the Australian visa and here he was with her on the airport now.The flight departure announcement was made.He hugged her and kissed her forehead.He had gifted her pearls earrings & she had given him a red sweater.He gave her a bright smile and left her alone .Goodbye was always hard for them but this time he was going very far from her.Her heart bled with pain so instead of Goodbye she bawled loudly that she will  come after him soon and he turned his back and smiled again :) .His heartbeat at her voice reminded him  once again that she is the one he will  love for eternity.