Its Not Goodbye

They hugged each other and parted
It was not a goodbye
But a new beginning
They had to love each other from a distance
Memories burnt her and eat his soul
They turned into hollow beings
Yearning for each other
Living in each other's shadow
meeting in dreams every night
They remained in each others mind and soul
The world thought their love faded
But fate was playing its cruel game
Making them wait to get together again for eternity.

Thousand years

A moment of love is better than a thousand years of hatred
His love blossomed her like a red rose
Making her the most ravishing rose of the garden
Butterflies hovered on her and bees circled her
Her soul was captured by the gardener
Who watered her regularly
One day the gardener became sick
He had vomits of blood
Nothing relieved his pain and he succumbed to death
The rose dried with pain
The  new gardener watered him daily
He did everything to let it bloom again
But it didn't bloom again
The rose had adored the gardener
He couldn't bear his lover loss
And it died of a heartbroken syndrome.

Flames Will Consume Thy Heart !

He lit a flame of love in her heart
& in no time it became fire
A fire which could burn forests
 Drop of love fell on her heart
Melting  her stone heart
Flooding it with water of love
Knocking down the closed doors of her heart
Seeping love into her blood
Their love became so strong that
It had the power to burn anything
Which came between them
Leaving them just for one another.

A Scar Untouched

I felt nothing could take away my pain.My loved ones,busy life,medicines nothing helped me.My loved ones tried their best to love me but something was missing & became the victim of self hate.I was so concerned about the image of me in others mind.They could make me and break me.Their one encouraging word made me soar high and one rude remark made me fall on the ground.I had let myself get affected  by people's attitudes.I wanted others to make me feel valued.I forgot that first i had to love myself than others could love me.I had to think positive.Life is not a bed of roses for anyone.Everyone has their own tragedy to deal with.Some have money some have love so nobody has a perfect life.I was a perfectionist and since my childhood i had lived in my imaginary world.I wanted people to act the way i wanted them too and the world to run with my choice.But as i grew up i realized about the existence of reality.In reality nobody can love you everyday.Your loved ones will hurt you and you will hurt them but still you would love each other.People will criticize you even if you become an angel .Just remember the encouraging words and forget the rude remarks.Sometimes you will be left alone and in the end Allah will be your best friend only.The more you become independent the more it will be good for you.It doesn't matter how nice you are to others they will treat you in their own way.You have to carry on a fake smile and you can't let your tears run freely.Life will bestow you with agony and leave scars on your souls.It is up to you that you keep complaining about your pain or do something to forget the pain.

To Be Free

She curiously watched birds flying so carelessly with her miniature eyes.Being a human made her miserable as she compared her life with them, ignoring their problems.The power of flying didn't make their lives any easier.Flying gave her the idea of freedom which could break all the chains which held her back.A fully independent life is not possible on the face of this earth.Life exists in a prison and prison free state.During the days in the prison she learned to be patient and when the bars broke she enjoyed to no ends.

Reality Strikes Like The Lighting

As a child we don't meet tension.It just lies in a moment  and after we get our favorite shoes or toys we cheer up.We dream big and everything seems possible.The world is our oyster.As we grow up our imagination is struck by lighting so willingly or unwillingly we have to shake hands with it.It ties our feet and holds us back.We smile less and cry more.We become fearful of every decision we make.Our lives become complicated whereas childhood life was really simple.We have to act responsible and our thoughts are burdened by the opinion of others.Our image becomes more important than our character.Our souls are darkened with sins and we lose our faith.We need more love than we did as a child.We hide in our shells .The adversities of  life cannot be escaped by anyone of us.We dream of a life of our choice but reality changes the whole scenario and we end up giving on our wishes.

Loving You Was Like War

They had fallen in love unexpectedly with no idea that they stepped into the war zone.There were tears,mental hurt,physical hurt,smiles,fears,jealousy ,insecurity and a baggage of emotions.They became best buddies and that friendship grew into love.A girl and guy can never be friends in real terms.One person always has feelings for the other.Love was like war they didn't win or lose but they were in the middle of nowhere.They adored each other but their love had turned into detestation, loving each other one day and the next day they didn't want to see each others face. Their sharp tongues sliced their hearts every time they had an argument.They didn't find comfort in each others company and even if they did it didn't last for long.Our feelings are affected by the environment we are breathing in.Great love died due to the external pressures.They both were so scared of losing each other especially that girl & she wanted to hate him but her love grew intense.She didn't have him completely in his life neither she was without him.She was with and without him."My beloved loving you was like a war and today when i am no more with you i can never win that war.I lay down my arms and miss you.As i walk down the memory lane you were the one who added colors to my life.I don't know how to find my way back to you.My tired eyes will keep waiting to see your innocent face once again .Hope my message reaches you."She wrote these words in her dairy and closed it.He woke up by a nightmare where he saw her dead body.He had to find her again .Their hearts were wired in endless love and nothing could take away the love they had for each other.

Passion

He painted her body in his mind
And brought colors to her black and white sketch
Filling it with the color of passion
He kissed every part of her
So deep that it touched her soul
He  made love with her many times
Sucking all the pain out of her

He kissed  her scars
Blooming the dead flowers inside her
Letting the four seasons in her
Making her wet in rain
He made imaginary love so many times
That it all seemed so real
He didn't want this dream to end
One more kiss and
She will be swayed by his passion.

My Goldfish

He couldn't explain his pain to anyone & was drowning in the ocean.How could she die so early leaving him alone.The largest shark ate his goldfish .He got attacked while protecting her but he couldn't save her.Tears had frozen with his heart & ice was flowing instead of blood .Nothing could warm his soul & everything around him also froze.He was a living dead man barely surviving .Life was meaningless without her goldfish & he wanted to get eaten by the same shark who snatched his goldfish from him.He faced that bloody eyed shark once again and the shark didn't spare him.He opened his dead eyes in the stomach of the shark and met his goldfish there hence their souls met once again making them alive all over again.

Beyond The Clouds

The sun is hidden by the dark clouds
I have been looking for the sun since morning
But it remains hidden
I give up on seeing  the shining sun
Its been days and all i see is black and white clouds
The sun must have lost its way
Maybe it lost its brightness
I still hope to see the sun
I know it will shine again
I have faith it will light up the earth again
I wait for days for the sun
Then there comes a day
The sun is staring back at me with a big smile
I shout out loud that i missed it
It answers back that it was testing my patience
It says that it vanished to make me realize what it meant for me
It came back because i had faith in it
It shined again to make me glow again .

It takes two to tango

 The Relationships we form in our lives comprise of different people .Family is a bond we are gifted with at  the time of our birth.As we grow out from an infant and enter into our youth life changes.We make friends  and fall in love.These are the relationships in which have the choice to choose ourselves.When we fall in love

we step into a new world.We place our heart in the feet of our beloved.Its up to our beloved to step on it or to hold it gently .We are no more the sole owner of our heart.We have a partner who shares the ownership with us.We become the best or worst depends on the love we receive.It depends on your beloved that he heals your pain or adds more to it.We all have different experiences in love.Some are lucky to be loved back and some have to deal with a heart break.Is it possible for both the lovers to love each other equally.I guess the chance is fifty fifty.In a relation where one is an expert in tango and the other who just know the basics problem arises.You both have to be an expert in tango.If you aren't than the expert should teach the other one .He should have the patience and the love to teach the other one.

Beneath The Mask

We are in a constant battle of dealing with the fake and real version of ourselves.There are very few people who accept the real us.We have to act fake around humans,not being vulnerable in front of others.Only some deserve to see the real us as they will not tear us apart, will not draw scars on our souls.They will wash away the pain like the sponge cleans the dirty plates.Beneath the mask lies the black sinner side, dark patches, rough patches and scary patches.You can't wear your heart on your sleeves.This world doesn't grant you the permission to act weak so you can act feeble, but in the closed walls.In between birth and death we have to wear the mask to protect ourselves from the vultures called humans.

Statues

They don't utter a word but there body speaks whereas humans have to speak to convey their feelings.We are divided between words and actions.Words are shallow without actions but still they spell bound us making the world beautiful around us.

Whispers of the Beloved

He thought that if he got an opportunity to talk to her he would make her fall for him .She came to the park with a kid regularly.She was so ravishing  that calling her an ordinary girl was devaluing her .The kid must be her son and all the dreams of loving her died into ashes.He convinced his heart not to think about her anymore , not to sigh in her silent love, burying that silent love he never went to the park again.Destiny plays a major role in our lives whether we believe in it or not.He was attending his friend's wedding where he saw her sitting next to the bride. First he couldn't believe his eyes and slapped himself hard that he must be dreaming but she was still there.He wanted to dance with joy and jump with ecstasy on the jumping castle forgetting about the kid,walking straight to the stage and asking his friend about the angel.She was a friend of the bride.He wanted to ask about the kid too but the family gathered for a family shoot and he left the stage.This time he couldn't let that angle slip from his hands.He spent sleepless nights missing her which made him insane and now only her touch, smile and words could relieve his restlessness.He gathered up the courage to talk to that kid and inquire about the girl.The young boy told him that she was her sister.He wanted to bow his head in front of Almighty from gratitude.She heard his whispering and came where they were standing.She scolded her brother for talking to a stranger .He wanted to shout out loud that they were not strangers as they were bonded in  this silent love but she just met him today.He said" Listen we are not strangers we have met before.I think you have a weak memory eat almonds daily."She couldn't utter a word in anger.He left his mark and walked away having faith he will see her again but next time they will be holding hands and caressing each other.

Untamed Thoughts

A thought is planted like a seed in your mind
It depends on you how you nurture it
The plant will bear fruits or flowers
It depends on the kind of plant you grow
The plant will wither in  winters
It will dry in the hot sun
It can bloom into a beautiful rose
It can burgeon fruits
It can thrive vegetables
The way you nourish your seed
The seed will germinate accordingly
The weeds that grow near your plant
They are unnecessary thoughts
Water your seed
Let it sprout in sunshine
Clear the weeds with weed cutter
Protect it from uncertain conditions
Let that seed sprout into a ravishing tree.

Ardor

She was indifferent to him
 An anonymous guy for her

Strangers become comrades and other advance to lovers
Strangers can remain strangers forever too
They walk parallel to each other for centuries
The stranger developed feelings for this girl
She was like fire and he wanted to become the water
He wanted to turn down the fire which was burning her
Next time he crossed her path he made her wet
They both showered under the Unheralded Feelings .

A Heart That Doesn't Accept Love Is Cursed

Hearts are broken by deception.They were a happy couple.They accepted each other's hearts.Love wasn't expressed by their words.Their lips were sealed but the way they both cheered up in each others presence showcased their true feelings.They shined like two bright stars on the darkest night.As they stepped onto the path of love one grew into a rose the other turned into a thorn.The thorn protected the rose.With time love also transforms.It faded with the passing moments.The thorn devastated the rose.It bewitched the rose and seized it small heart.From day one the thorn didn't wholeheartedly accept the love of the rose.It was allured by the beauty of the rose and came closer to it.The epilogue was that the rose was scotched by the thorn.

Marriage is a Beautiful Relation

Marriage is a beautiful relation made by Allah .He asked to bring a male and female together so they both create a family.Media,books and other channels have distorted the concept of marriage.Love is shown before marriage and nowadays it has made young,old everyone crave and run after love.Love doesn't knock at your door and asks for your permission to enter .It walks into your mind and starts flowing in your blood.There are many couples who are unable to marry their lovers because of different reasons.Marriage is such a easy thing but we have made it so complicated.We have set conditions on this beautiful relation.We have chained this relation which has led to late marriages.There is no real prince in reality.We have to build this relation with compromise.Marriages end up in divorce when a couple doesn't compromise.In our society a girl is expected to compromise.Marriage doesn't involve a girl only it involves the guy too. There are couples that are living happily with each other in thick and thin.Accept this relation's beauty and all the ugliness will fade away.You can like someone but don't waste other's person time if you have no intention of marrying him .Love marriage or arranged marriage both are beautiful and  its on destiny that it turns it into a rose or a thorn.

Wanderlust

This world is a huge place to travel for a lifetime.You may have traveled to many places but still some places are left unexplored by you.With travelling comes restlessness .You want to travel the whole world and not leave a place behind.You may view places in rush and not sit back and grow into that place.Visit your favorite place & absorb it into your soul so detailed memories of that place are stored in your mind.Wanderlust had set him on fire.He traveled whenever he could .He took the job of a tourist guide and changed his job every year .One year he worked in Japan the other in Turkey and the list goes on.He had visited so many places and absorbed little of each one of them into his soul.These all places made a big cluster in his soul.Sometimes he liked Malaysia the other day he yearned for Paris .His soul was divided among different places and it didn't belong to one place.This portrayed his life too.He had so many girls in his life that he belonged to none.He thought he belonged to just himself but unintentionally his heart was getting divided and every girl got a portion of it.

Your Poison Is Addictive

Anyone can get addicted to your good side the sweet.People hardly accept your bad side.Minority will drink your poison with you.The majority will drink your antidote.When you fall in love you get attracted to the good side of that person.With time the mask peels of and  you get to see the bad side too.Its like an untied horse running where ever it wants to.We put chains to our bad side so no one can see it. Sometimes we break our chains by ourselves as we get tired of them and we run aimlessly till we realize that our chains our missing.We tie ourselves again to return back .Will you get addicted to my poison ?Will you drink my poison with me before you drink my antidote?She wanted to ask these questions before he walked away.

Valentine's Day

Valentines day celebrations have increased in Pakistan.Couples give each other roses and gifts.Couples express their love for each other and wear red clothes.Love cant be expressed in a day and specifying one day for this vast as the ocean love is not appropriate.Love is so magical and still it endows torment.With the shelter under its wing everything seems secure.You keep your rose colored glasses on and when you take them of the scenario is changed.You get to see all the other colors with the red color.You have to adapt to the color change or love can suffer.Color like black shouldn't be tolerated .It is the color of grief and if you keep seeing this color for a long period than the relation should be ended before you turn into the black color itself.Some have still not rode the train of relationship.They are single and have their own woes on this day.They sigh when they see couples expressing their loves to each other.The valentines evening became more romantic with the rainfall.The heavens were also pouring love on the earth.Couples rejoiced in this perky weather.They hugged each other to warm themselves and drank coffee to warm their bodies.Coffee shops started getting crowded and the rain poured its love on the lovers.It gave them another chance to rejoice their love .

Love me when i least deserve it !

Love me when i least deserve it ,repeating this every time she fought with her loved ones.The ones who loved her the most got bruised by her.An ongoing war she was battling with, affecting them but she was suffering the most.She lost her sweetness in the bitterness of the agony & thought nobody understood her while the whole world was conspiring against her.Negative thoughts sucked all her energy.Could she change or could her loved ones help her.They both needed to compromise but she desired to be loved  in any condition.She wanted them to shower petals on her when she was spitting prickles, expecting so much and giving so less.

Bubbles of hope

Hope is like a white bird sitting in the corner when we dwell in darkness.All the demons wake up in the darkness and terrify us.We feel that we will end up dead while getting attacked by a demon.As soon as the demon is heading towards you see that white bird and it escapes you from the darkness.One discouraging word of a friend may take you to darkness &sometimes the death of a loved one puts you in dimness.We all have dim moments in our lives which vary from soul to soul.In the end its not how much we have endured but how you managed to fly with the white bird and move forward in life.

Billion kisses

I will kiss you
I will kiss you when you feel gloomy
I will kiss you when you grin
I will kiss you under the rain
I will kiss you on a foggy day
I will kiss you when you perspire
I will kiss you when your agony turns into tears
I will kiss you when you step a head in life
I will kiss you when you feel lonesome
I will kiss you when i embrace your feeble body
I will kiss you when you feel all worked up
I will kiss away your fear
I will kiss you till you skip a beat
I will kiss you even if i get turned into ashes
I will kiss your soul and that will last forever.

Love will be Perfect

He searched for love .If someone talked to him politely it melted him like the snowman.If someone was insolent towards him he turned into charcoal.A piercing of a pin wounded his tender heart.He tried to become a rock so nary a soul could hurt him confining himself in a brick wall &whoever tried to love him turned away.He turned into a vulnerable man again laying his heart on the chopping board again.He didn't hand the knife to the butcher this time but to a treasurer.She kept his heart in a safe.Love was perfect with a treasurer .She threw away his knife and showered love petals on him.

Take my hand

Take my hand and dance with me .We may trip and but with practice we will dance smoothly outshining other couples in the ballroom.Give me a chance to hold you & i will hold every emotion of yours.When i  am holding your body its not your body i am holding but i am embracing your soul.When you don't feel like dancing come to me so we will go to your favorite place, eat your favorite meal and will have fun till you fall asleep in my arms.I will kiss your forehead and will keep watching you till you wake up, lighting up like the fire in this snow.Take my hand and let go all your misery.I won't disappoint you sweetheart just take my hand and feel the air of my  love.

"Present"

The past no more represents you
The future is yet to come
You think about the past and plan about future
You stray away from the present
Its sunny outside and the birds are chirping
You are crying for the lost love
You are thinking about your job
You regret about the mistakes you made
The day turns into night
You keep repeating this
Until you cherish the gift of Present
You let go everything and feel the air
You sunbathe and are grateful for a sunny day
You chirp with the birds & sing with the nightingale
You are grateful for the gift of present.

A Beautiful lie

He lied with himself daily.He sang songs of love to his heart.The songs reminded him that she loved him madly.She was faithful to him and he was the only guy of this world for her.He lied to himself daily about her feelings.She was impudent and broke his heart time by time.He ignored all the torment endorsed by her.He was irrational in her love.He saw her in very nook and cranny with open & closed eyes.He dreamt about loving every part of her .She was a shadow which never left him unaccompanied.He fell in love with the shadow .The shadow loved him back whereas she belonged to no one.She was a beautiful lie that he lived with daily.He was such a honest boy .He is unaware when reality blurred in the beautiful lie.The three words seemed so sweet from her lips that he always believed them.She sang him love lullabies and he slept with those beautiful lies every night.

Tasting her flavor

Her scent was like fresh green apples .Whenever he bit an apple it made him think of her.He wanted to taste every flavor of her.She was a thought which lingered in his mind .He had tasted her hot,cold,sour,spicy& bitter flavor.The next time he met her she smelled like cotton candy.Her scent changed every time he met her.It was that he smelled every scent in her.She had transformed into every favorite scent of his.He felt her with all five senses of his.He could see her,hear her,smell her,eat her & touch her when she was not by his side.She tasted of fresh coconuts ,of biryani  & of fresh orange juice.She tasted sweeter than sugar when she loved him.She tasted bitter than ground bitter when she hurt him.She had all the flavors in her that ever existed.She lived in his soul and he tasted all those flavors when he missed her to feel her presence all over again.

Raping her soul

She was a chirping bird & he wanted to cage her.But the sky fell on his head when his friend introduced her as his girlfriend.The bird flew from his hand before it could be caged.It was too late for him to confess his love, envy flamed his heart.She was her bird only but from all the boys why did his best friend chose her..For days he locked himself in his room.His mind was blank and his heart got stabbed every time he saw them both together.He had turned into a mad man.He did drugs,smoked did everything he could do to erase her from his mind.He lost to his indelible heart.He kidnapped her one day and locked her in his room.He stared at her for the entire day.He didn't touch her but his eyes raped her soul.

Invisible string

We were tied down by an invisible string
You were the first one to knock at my heart
I let you in and today you are a mere memory
I wish i could turn back time
and live those memories again
We spent few moments together
They are the magic moments of my life
There was a time when i needed you like oxygen
Time changed it all and we grew apart
We were tied down by an invisible string
The day our feelings vanished
The invisible string vanished too & love walked out of our hearts.

Rain

Rain always cheered her up.Even if she was falling apart rain glued her for the time being.It touched the layer of her soul and brought a smile on her face.The rain drops sang a song to her which only she could hear.In silence she would hear the rain and feel blissful.Rain made her feel like Allah was pouring all the heaven water on the earth.Rain gave her hope when everything seemed dark.She would drench her self in the rain and let it take away all the staleness and all the pain.Rain to her was like the rebirth of her soul.The heavy downpour conveyed her the message that flowers will blossom again in the garden of her life.Despair is temporary and happy days are nearby.Rain added to her joy.In merry days it increased her happiness and in gloomy days it gave her hope.Rain was like a sweetheart to her and she always smiled at its arrival .

Wandering in a Desert

Wandering in a desert can be resembled to one sided love.You keep wandering in the desert for flowers to bloom,for fruits to grow on trees,to find shade and to quench your thirst.You keep hoping you will see an oasis soon.The hot sun keeps burning you and you let yourself get burned .You wish that person would love you back the way you do just like the desert wishing for rain.You keep watering the plants hoping that they won't dry out like waiting for that person to acknowledge your love one day.You are warned not to wander alone in the desert but once you enter the desert the hope of seeing flowers in the barren land doesn't let you return.You imagine spring and rain while wandering in the desert.Your mind is deceiving you too along with your heart.Wandering in the desert with the hope of the spring is like wishing for somebody's love who will never love you back in return.You will be the one getting thirsty and sweaty.Spring will never come in the desert until a miracle takes place.

Forbidden love

He was her teacher.He was always polite to her and gave her extra attention.Her classmates used to tease her as the favorite student of sir.A teacher can't fall in love with a student.The teacher was hesitant .One day they couldn't deny what they felt for each other and love happened.They promised not to get tired of the hardships they will have to face.Everyone was against the Forbidden Love but they couldn't bury down their feelings.Love is like diving into the ocean without considering your swimming skills.Its the test of your swimming skills .Good swimmers become good lovers and vice-versa .Some poets have resembled love with the sea of fire.Some swimmers drown and their love is dissolved in the sea.With love comes risk.Love that doesn't hurt isn't love.There is no happy ending without struggle.Falling in love isn't a map you create in your mind.You see a guy in the bookstore and you feel attracted towards him.He pulls you like a magnet and you become the common pin.Love at first sight .If you don't feel attracted after seeing him for the first time how can you the second time.It varies from person to person.Love has no boundaries ,no rules,no discrimination.You can fall in love with anyone a married man ,a young girl,a teacher,your friend anyone.You don't decide which one you will fall in love with.Social prejudices and culture defines who you can love and who you can't.Love ignores everything as it puts a blindfold on your eyes and you are no more afraid of falling.

Positive thinking

You can do it.I don't think so.Positive and negative thoughts grinds your mind.You are in a good mood and suddenly a guy spills tea on you.You are going for an interview and don't have much time left.You go with the tea stain to give the interview.You feel that you will be rejected because of the tea stain and feel dejected.You are rejected because of lack of enthusiasm .You blame the tea spilling and return home.The next day you think that maybe its your fault .You couldn't deal with the uncertain event.If you had ignored the tea stain and focused on your skills you could have gotten the job.Start thinking positive and see how life changes.You may not get the results at the first positive thought .One positive thought can link to another thought and a chain will be formed .The repercussion will be happy events in your life .

My Life... My Desires!!!( by a friend of mine Ayesha Butt )

Ooh yeah I would love to hang out in my PJs in a fairly misty night, madly drunk and bumping into the wall streets. I would definitely be enough ecstatic and blissful if left all alone in a darkened alley with huge shopping malls and towers kissing the sky on both its sides. Oh yeah I would love to walk on the cold pavement bare foot and mingling all the way around. That surely would remind me of those sparkling childhood days running after my comrades that would just take away my secret diary.

Those golden memories would again enlighten my mind recapping all the moments I spent among my friends. Ooh yeah I would desire to go there skating with a throttling speed and shouting at my peak- the love of my life. I wish I would have a Minion T-shirt with a "Despicable Me" title in a huge font size. This all would surely drive me crazy because I always wished for something that would wash away this intense grief of loss, mourning of hope and this sorrow of deprivation from the very depth of my soul and my giggles be the ones shredding away all the despairingly hopelessness  that has mounted in me.

I am a girl with all these stupid desires........ Because Oh yeah I am different.

I think of you

When i wake up you are the first one i think of
When i do breakfast i think did you eat too
When i shower i think did the water touch your body too
When i head to work i think did you go to work too
When my boss is scolding me i think did u get scolded too
When i listen to a song i think of your feelings pouring out as words
When i see a happy couple walking i think of you walking with me
When i go to wedding i think of you sitting with me on the stage
When i watch a movie i think of you as the hero of the movie
When i am elated i think of your smile
When i am gloomy i think of your pain
When i am alone i think of you
When i am in a crowd i think of you
When i lie in bed at night i think of you making love with me
When i am talking to you i think of you in every word of yours
When i see your cute face i think of you in your eyes
I will think of you for eternity.

I planned and it failed

We all make plans in our lives.We set our goals and milestones.Does our planning work or we fail.Some plans do work and we applaud ourselves .If the opposite happens do we have any contingency plan.Sometimes we regard ourselves the only planner of our lives that we become our own GOD.Failure will never head our ways .Superiority complex becomes our breakfast.You reach a point where you see nobody but yourself only.You are on the peak of the mountain of your success.Your foot can slip too but how can I slip that seems an impossibility in your small mind .You slip without even realizing and when you end up in the bottom then you wake up.I can't fail then you start blaming everyone except yourself.You blame people,circumstances, everything that you see around yourself.Will the blaming save you from failure.The blaming will put you more into the pit of failure.Remember you aren't an angle and you will make mistakes in your lives .There are some things which we can control and some we can't .You can decide to walk in the rain or use an umbrella but you can't stop the rain.Enjoy the rain instead of complaining about it :) .

Expectations

We live our lives expecting less from everyone but expecting the most from ourselves .Life is going good till we start forming relations with others.Everything goes good in relations too till you begin to expect.I love him so he will love me more in return.I have always been a good friend of him he will back me up.Parents have so many expectations from their children.They see their dreams being fulfilled when their children do what they ask them do.Relations would be much better when we expect the least from others .Is it possible to love without expecting .I guess not when you develop feelings for someone unintentionally expectations start growing roots.The stronger bond we have with someone the more stronger the roots of expectations grow.If our expectations are not met than there is a possibility that we may wither like a flower.Disappointment sucks up your happiness like the vacuum sucks the dirt.Love without expectations can you do that.If you can't than stop falling in stupid love.You can't stop yourself from falling in love and you can't stop expecting.What to do than ......Expect and bloom like a flower than wither when someone doesn't come up to your expectation .Spring will give you a chance for blooming again so bloom again in the coming spring.

Steam my heart

You cut,pound on,put salt & pepper,fry & steam my heart ,making me perplexed like i am the one in love,not clearly showing your feelings & i keep wondering what is in your heart.So i will keep loving you more and more while loving me back is your choice and i leave that to you. Being a bad tempered person, scaring people who come close to you.I am not scared of you as you showed me the soft side of yours & i will keep thinking about that whereas the bad side has nothing to do with me.He liked her believe in him so he steamed her heart but didn't burn it .With time he started cooking her heart in the oil of his love.

Love is preserved in movies

We hear stories of heart-break,of cheating,of sorrows.Should we still keep believing in true love.True love will find you just be patient.You have someone made for you that person is out somewhere when the time comes you will meet that one.We watch movies and start believing in love all over again.In childhood we watched fairy tales and believed that one day they will come true.With so much mistrust can we still believe in people and unconditional love.Is love preserved in movies only and only actors can feel it for a moment or so.Will we find the right match for us in our lives or will we end up with a person we hardly like.Will we compromise our fairy tale and accept the person we get .So many unanswered questions keep knocking on the doors of our minds.Will we find answers to them? Yes you will when you will fall in love!

In between promises & broken dreams

We all make promises at some point of life.I will be your good friend but as soon as she changed her school she got new friends .She now hangouts less with her old friends.I will love you everyday more than today.He assured her and with time he kept breaking this promise.Its very easy to make promises and breaking them isn't a big deal.For the time being we make promises to make that person believe in us and as soon as that person begins to trust us & look up to us we find ways to break the promises that we made.Some people keep up to the promises they made.They stay with the person they promised to be with.They meetup at the time they promised.They don't like disappointing others.But at some time we all break promises to hurt the ones we love.
If you don't dream you aren't alive.We all love dreams and once in a while escape into the fantasy world to live the way we wish too.You dream,they dream & he dreams.His dreams come true but your dreams are broken.Your dreams were a total mismatch with the real life.His dreams came true because he planned it .No he was lucky while i wasn't you may think that.All dreams are not meant to come true some dreams have to get broken like the glass ...